It's been a hectic couple of weeks. I've experienced some really high highs but also some really low lows. Have had some amazing times with my friends, went to see a movie with my really good friend. Nice to just spend some time to unwind and just enjoy the time together and a good movie. This Saturday I spent some time with two of my friends over a dinner and then a few drinks afterwords. It was a early birthday dinner for my friend. Can't remember when I laughed that much. My stomach was still hurting on Sunday from all the laughter. Those are some of the high highs I've had that have made me feel like I could do anything.
But the low low I had during these weeks was when it was the day that marked 2 years since my grandma passed away. I don't think that day will ever get easier. She was someone I looked up to. Someone I loved talking with because she was so vice and her way to look at the world inspired me. That day was a hard one for me, felt so sick that I had to go out for a run just to clear my head. It's just that I think I'm one of those people that feel everything deeper, more emotional than some other. Which makes me feel all emotions more intensely. It can be both a blessing and a curse, but it makes me who I am. Wouldn't change it for the world.